I feel like apologies are just conscience clear-ers. Like people dont really mean them.
Someone proved that to me today. I guess its good I have some things to look forward to because I’ve got alot of assholes wearing me down lately.
Seriously, why? What the hell?
Am I bothering you in any way? If so, fine I’ll stay away even more. Even though I think I’ve stayed away alot…so how is it that it seems like I’m starting problems and shit but I’m more out of the loop than ever?
What happend…?
Something is always my fault dgaf if it sounds like I’m playing victim, it’s the damn truth.
Whatever. Obviously keeping yourself away from situations that could potentially start problems isn’t the way to prevent drama anymore.
I just…don’t understand. I’m super lost.
Well …Disneyland was fun yesterday. Excited for Cars Land to open! Now,last week of real school and then prom
“It’ll break my heart, it really will.”
Just hearing those words being said to me broke my heart..
I need a miracle.
I don’t even want to sleep. I just want to stay up all night and do homework. I have never wanted to do homework so much ever in my life! I hate myself right now.
You always hear about young kids getting shot and horrible stuff like that but, it’s so surreal when it happens to someone at your own school :( that’s so sad….
It’s weird how I was all shaking and nervous. Was totally caught off guard by that one..good or bad? Not sure. I’ll assume bad. Lol. ALWAYS better to assume the worst. You can never go wrong with it!
that my first reaction was worrying more about you than myself? But it doesn’t matter. Well, Sleepy sleep time I guess (: although I got this thrill right now thinking about how I can stay up and read my book >:D …